Where are you now...

Never did I think you were that important,
You were just there.
Never did I imagine I would miss such a feeling,
The feeling of having you there for me.

Having your phone number ever ready in my mind,
Knowing before me you will be whenever I called.
Since when did the number miraculously erase itself?
The space where you once reign is now a void.

Laughter echoes.
Sorrow hides.

Never did I notice how cruel time can be,
All just changes.
Never did I realize I would be lonely,
Without you in my life.

I'll just look back at the steps we once took,
The memories we made together.
Always wondering... Forever wondering...
Do you feel the same way?

Who's the fairest of them all?

You getting what you want.
Me having to follow orders.
Not fair...

He having a rich but sorrowful life.
She having a poor but satisfying life.
Not fair...

We working hard and gain nothing.
They cheat and got on top.
Not fair...

Them boast about how "good" they are.
Us keep quiet about our good deeds and being looked down upon.
Not fair...

There is nothing fair in this world.
Should I seek for fairness and do the right thing?
Or should I go with the flow and be the successful and selfish?

There really is nothing fair in this world.
Nothing is fair...
Not anymore...