Sorry...

Insensitive I am,
Sorry...
Not knowing things,
Sorry...
I do not know when to react, how to react,
Sorry...

Do not be angry because of this,
I do not know you.
You do not know me...

Afraid of disapproval I am,
But...
Being hated I feel...
I do not like this at all.

I am not a good person at all.
Who am I,
in your heart?
Someone you would like to avoid?
Sorry,
For appearing in your life,
As a friend, as a person...
Sorry...

Accept others

Time is changing. So are we...

Differences, so deadly. Relationships are ruined because of it. Can't we just bear with each other's differences? Can't we just accept each other for who we are?

Recently, I am watching people getting further and further from each other. They started seeing the difference in others, the true self in others, the self they could not accept. Just because they do not like the way certain people think, they started not liking them. Why have they changed? Why are they like this? They should be like this...

"Why don't I have problems like this?" I asked once.
"Because you accept everything. You are not a strong character..." They said.

If things do not get along well, aren't we suppose to fix it? Why do people believe in themselves so much that they choose not to accept others? But in the end, these people are the ones who get hurt. They get hurt because of their own belief, because they do not try to fix things. They want others to change, to follow them... Why can't they just soften a bit? Or maybe I am the one who is too soft...

Everything can be solved. Things can get better. If only everyone tries to give...

永恒的爱

永恒… 存在吗？

彩晶…
你的眼神，那么的真诚… 穿入了我的心。
你的笑容，那么的甜蜜… 让我感到无限的幸福。
你的拥抱，那么的真实… 好想一辈子就将保护着你。
你的爱，我感受到了…

觉得自己很没用，不保证以后能否给你幸福。
“我们的爱情一定会到永恒… ”
我们这样说过。但我不知道，会到永恒吗？
原本是个千金的你，不应该这样跟着我。
你值得更好的，而我并不够好…
决定要努力，一定要努力，给你个美好的未来。
我们会有未来的… 一定会…

为什么？
突然提出分手，是为什么？
你不爱我了吗？
我承认，自己并没那么好，但不是说好了要到永恒吗？
我已经在努力了，但为什么你选择了放弃？
是觉得我不可能给你美好未来吧…
选择了他，比较实际吧…
我的心碎了。

女人都是现实的。
世界是残酷的。

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亲爱的…
你的眼神，充满了关怀… 爱就在心里。
你的笑容，充满了喜悦… 让我心情也好起来了。
你的拥抱，充满了安全感… 好想一辈子就将依赖着你。
你的爱，我感受到了…

觉得自己很没用，一直在给你压力。
“我们的爱情一定会到永恒… ”
我们这样说过。但看着你承受着这些，心真的很疼。
其实我并不需要些什么。有你的爱就够了，真的。
我好像给了你好多麻烦。不想你太累…
你说没关系。但总觉得你因为我，辛苦了许多。
我不该这样对你。
你值得更好的…
我们会有未来的… 我也希望…

我提出了分手。
忍着痛，骗了你。
其实根本就没有什么他，一直都只有你。
我的心碎了。

男人都是坚强的。
世界会是美好的。

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还爱着你，一直都没变，也不会变。
曾答应过的永恒，我还在遵守着。
我没有再谈恋爱，也不会再谈恋爱。
每天都在回想当时的甜蜜。
每天都在想念着你…
心里会一直摆着你，到永恒…

每天都会来一次以前我们常来的咖啡店。
期待着你吗？不，我离开了你，不会有所期待。
只是想感受一下曾经的爱，轰轰烈烈的爱，我为了你放弃的爱…

走进咖啡店，停下了脚步。
你就在那儿，她和你们的婴儿也在那儿。
你身边已有了她。
她一定很幸福。你也一样吧…

当时伤了你的心，对不起。
你会更幸福的，一定会活得更好，更美满。
对不起…
我爱你…

我走出咖啡店。永远祝福你…

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我来到这间咖啡店，曾属于我们的咖啡店…

我已结婚，还刚刚成了爸爸，有了个可爱的女儿。
“老婆，让我抱一下孩子吧。”
手里抱着我女儿，我亲爱的人。
“乖哦。爸爸在这儿。乖，我的最爱。乖，我亲爱的彩晶… ”

永恒… 存在吗？
它在哪儿呢？

Changing

Things change rapidly...

Flowers may bloom now, so beautiful, so heavenly...
But soon, this will fade away.
It will wither away...

Leaves fall, gently swaying to the ground.
Saddening it seems
But soon, spring will come.
Hope will once again appear...

Happiness do not last forever
So do sorrow.
Things change
For the better...

Hope is out there.
Seek it...