Confession

Looking at myself
Laughing away happily.
It is sincere
Yet there's something hidden.
Deep inside
Somewhere inside
I'm hurt...

Living a lie...
How long can I keep up with this?
Should I let it out?
Should I keep it in forever?
I do not know...
What makes me me?
What makes me who I am now?

Tears came rolling down...
Not out of sorrow
Not out of pity.
Face remaining expressionless.
Being helpless?
No idea what to do?
Not a clue how to react?
Maybe...

Looking ahead
Tears rolling down my empty face...
Where do I go from here?